i only miss you when i'm breathing, i only need you when my heart is beating

I wish i was your favorite girl. I wish you thought i was the reason
you are in the world. I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile.
I wish you couldn't figure me out but you always wanna know what i
was about. I wish you'd hold my hand when i was upset. i whis you'd
never forget the look on my face when we first met. Basically, i wish
that you loved me. I wish that you needed me. I wish that without me
you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish i was the last thing
on your mind before you went to sleep. I wish you wouldn't have lied.
 I wish things were different. I wish you'd miss me, cause god knows
 i miss you more than anything.