Your hand, looking for mine, groping the dark. And im afraid that i might help you to find...

I breath slowly, barely make a noice. Just like even a small movement could break the thin ice underneath.  How much do i have to bear ? How long do i have to fight against dark flood water.. Even tough id be ready to pay everything for happiness, i still cant own it.
So have years hit their mark on me, almost without noticing, they have eat faith in miracles.
And still with all my powers, after everything, i still want to love, i want to be brave enough.

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In your veins floats bright strengt,
that without noticing blooms then when the sky has been teared apart.
You carry secret within you, and your secret carries you.
Other treasure's of yours, barely are worth it.
When infront of crinkled leaf, you wait someone to pick it up,
they can see the light of thousand suns in your eyes.

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For a moment still, half of the world sleeps on this night so white and cold.
And you wonder how anything can hurt so much? All your best years hit on ground.
Even half of your pain, i cant know how it hurts. All the words hang on air without powers.
But on some morning, i know, you will wake up knowing, you survived.
You are beautiful, even tough you dont feel like that anymore.
And for a moment still, half world sleeps, just for a moment still, until the bright morning will open.

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The worst feeling in the world is knowing,
you did the best you could, but it still wasnt good enough.
I cant tell if its killing me, or making me stronger.

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In this world full of people
there's one killing me...
but how can that same person
be the one who loves me
and whom i love.
If we only die once,
i wanna die with you.

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why does all beautiful disappear ?
i have fall in love with something, that brings me nothing but pain
its killing me slowly, yet still, why i cant let go ?