true love

Love isn't having 500 pictures of him/her on your phone.
Love isn't when you text him/ her day and night.
Love isn't when he/she buys you expensive gifts.
Love isn't when you talk with him/her 24/7
Love isn't when you ditch your friends for him/her.
Love is when you do anything to be with him/her even for a short while.
Love is when you just want him/her to be happy.
Love is when you think about him/her 24/7.
Love is when you cant help feeling just a little bit jeaslous when he/she is
talking to other girls/boys and not you.
Love is when you remember the songs you and he/she dedicated to you.
Love is when you can go to him/her at your worst.
Love is when everything reminds you of him/her.
Love is when you get butterflies just hearing his/her name.
Love is when he/she breaks ur heart and you still love her/him with all the little
pieces.....

Merry Christmas Everyone

So this is Christmas And what have you done  

Another year over And a new one just begun 

And so this is Christmas I hope you have fun  

The near and the dear ones The old and the young
A very merry Christmas And a happy New Year 

Let's hope it's a good one Without any fear
And so this is Christmas For weak and for strong 

For rich and the poor ones The war is so long 

And so happy Christmas For black and for white 

For yellow and red ones Let's stop all the fight
A very merry Christmas And a happy New Year  

Let's hope it's a good one Without any fear
And so this is Christmas And what have we done 

Another year over And a new one just begun 

And so happy Christmas I hope you have fun 

The near and the dear ones The old and the young
A very merry Christmas And a happy New Year  

Let's hope it's a good one Without any fear
And so this is Christmas And what have we done 

Another year over And a new one just begun

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mm... now days it really is like people say "i love you" just like they are saying "hello"

You know I'm gon get ya, yeah Whatever it takes, get there No I won't drop you Like everybody else does

Forget about your friends they don't care where we go If they do,we'll get lost in a crowd of people I've been looking for you 
forever baby we go Together baby we go, we go In this crazy 
world the choices I've only got a few Either you're coming with me, 
or I'm coming with you Cause I finally found you, You'll never have to 
worry if I what I say is true Girl I've been looking for you And when 
I saw you I knew That I finally found you I'm coming I'll get ya, yeah 
We have a connection, that's right This girl I'm not letting go I'm gonna 
make you feel right, can I get love, too much to ask for Really so tough,

Once upon a time there was a story so unreal  is hard to tell And no one seems to understand  Once within my mind there was a name that  I can't even start to spell Cause I don't wanna break again All I do and all I am Everything's because of him My head my heart my honesty My self and I with all of me I would give more than I had But all I had was nothing of head My voice my eyes will never see The way they looked and spooked of me No where I can go to regain Whatever I was before the rain Every single time I close my eyes My mind goes back to where he was Cause she don't wanna understand to stay no Love is not a crime But it shure feels like doing time My mind is shown that she don't wanna Let me in, no And all I do and all I am Everything's because of him My head my heart my honesty My self and I with all of me I would give more than I had But all I had was nothing of head My voice my eyes will never see The way they looked and spooked of me Once upon a time there was a story so unreal is hard to tell And no one seems to understand
My head my heart my honesty My self and I with all of me I would give more than I had But all I had was nothing of head My voice my eyes will never see The way they looked and spooked of me No where I can go to regain Whatever I was before the rain

I could live without you Your smile, your eyes The way you make me feel inside I could live without you But I don't wanna.

You make me so upset sometimes I feel like I could lose my mind 
The conversation goes nowhere 'Cause you're never gonna take me there 
And I know what I know And I know you're no good for me 
I know what I know And I know it's not meant to be
Here's my dilemma One half of me wants ya And the other half wants to forget  
my dilemma From the moment I met ya I just can't get you out of my head  
And I tell myself to run from you But I find myself atractted to my dilemma 
My dilemma It's you.  Your eyes have told a thousand lies 
But I believe them when they look in mine I heard the rumors but you won't 
come clean I guees i'm hoping it's because of me  

When you wish upon a star, makes no difference who you are. Anything your heart desires, will come to you.

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Have you ever wanted to scream and just run as far as your legs just carry you?

 I cried when you passed away, I still cry today. 
Although I love you dearly, I couldnt make you stay. 
Your golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. 
God broke my heart to prove , He only takes the best. 
It's been 10 years now and I can still feel so much pain. 
I know you're in a better place, 
but there's nothing I wish more than to see your face again..
If I die tomorrow, as the minutes fade away
I can't tell have I said all I can say?
You're my everything, you make me feel so alive
It brings out the worst in me, when you're not around
I miss the sound of your voice, the silence seems so loud
I know it's been so rough, honey, we've got a lot to learn
I'm still looking up, God knows we're worth it

I'm the girl, your EX will hate.. The girl your mother will love.... & The girl you will never forget.

you turned your back on me and walked away
i'm still standing right here where you left me
no matter how i have made up my mind, my heart refuses me
and i keep standing in the rain, praying, hoping that you'll come back

~.~.~.~

Escaping nights without you with shadows on the wall
My mind is running wild trying so hard not to fall

~.~.~.~


i know you might find someone 
so much better than me 
but i aint finished fighting. 
i'm only gonna give up when my heart stops beating

Bring me sunshine in your smile ~ bring me laughter all a while

Morning comes every time Lasting until the night
And lately it's been hard to see Reasons to get on my feet
Searching some kind of light This tunnel is darker than night
And I'm aching, I'm breaking inside But you can't see through my smile
Broken glass under my bare feet You are like a flame that burns me from within
Like a curse you haunt me in my dreams You are like an itch that's under my skin
Now when people get close They feel the thorns of the rose
And I'll break them, I'll tear them apart I'm cruel 'cause you stole my heart
Now you are where I used to be Feeling what I used to feel
How does it feel? How does it feel? Broken glass

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and that's who i am

and that's who i am

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Scars, they are there forever, reminding me of all that shit i had to go trough.. But i don't shame them, i don't shame at all. Scars tell the story of my life. I survived.

The reason why I care about bullying, Is it that I can tell you experience chest voice. I know what it is like to fear about every day, Physical violence, it is not real life.  throughout the primary school I was bullied, Pushing, spitting , bullying, laughter, ridicule. And I guess the main reason for this was that I was Small and big, even though i wasnt the only one but it felt like i was I remember how it feels when the pain, it is incised in the chest In My chest, every time when I got  my part  I started lying to my parents, i didnt go to school even i said that i did and then it started to see in my certificate and Now when i am getting older, i start to realize that all.. All the pain they caused to me, all those lies, how they did hurt me inside.

If I close my eyes forever, would it ease the pain? Could I breathe again?

Since the beginning of time Since it started to rain
Since I heard you laugh Since I felt your pain
I was too young, you were much younger
We were afraid of each other's hunger
I have always loved you There's never been anyone else
I knew you before I knew myself
Oh my baby, I have always loved you
Since we kissed the first time Since we slept on the beach
You were too close for comfort You were too far out of reach
You walked away, I should have held you
Would you have stayed for me to tell you:
Years go by in a matter of days And though we go separate ways
I never stop dreaming of you I have always loved you
And when you call it makes me cry We never made time for you and I
If I could live it all again I'd never let it end, I'd still be with you
oh God, I miss you Years go by in a matter of days
And though we go separate ways
I never stop dreaming of you
I have always loved you

they say love is just a game they say time can heal the pain sometimes you win, sometimes you loose and I guess I'm just a fool I keep holding on to you

Every day here you come walking
I hold my tongue, I don't do much talking
You say you're happy and you're doing fine
Well go ahead, baby, I got plenty of time
Because sad eyes never lie
Because sad eyes never lie
Well for a while I've been watching you steady
Ain't gonna move till you're good and ready
You show up and then you shy away
But I know pretty soon you'll be walking this way
Because sad eyes never lie
Because sad eyes never lie
Baby don't you know I don't care
Don't you know that I've been there
Well if something in the air feels a little unkind
Don't worry darling, it'll slip your mind
I know you think you'd never be mine
Well that's okay, baby, I don't mine
That shy smile's sweet, that's a fact
Go ahead, I don't mind the act
Here you come all dressed up for a date well oh
one more step and it'll be too late
Blue blue ribbon in you hair like
you're so sure I'll be standing there

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