Just a shy guy

On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess thats deja vu
But I thought this can't be true
Cause you moved to west L.A or New York or Santa Fe
Or where or ever to get away from me

Oh but that one night
Was more than just right
I didn't leave you cause I was all through
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

On the upside of a downward spiral
My love for you went viral
And I loved you every mile you drove away
But now here you are again
So let's skip the "how you been"And
get down to the "more than friends" at last

Oh but that one night
Is still the highlight
I didn't need you until I came to
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and I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

Please believe that when I leave
There's nothing up my sleeve but love for you
And a little time to get my head together too

On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess thats deja vu
But I thought this can't be true
Cause

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you

Take a ride

A couple guys in first class on a flight
From New York to Los Angeles
Kinda making small talk, killin’ time
Flirting with the flight attendants
Thirty thousand feet above, could be Oklahoma

Just a bunch of square cornfields and wheat farms
Man, it all looks the same
Miles and miles of back roads and highways
Connecting little towns with funny names
Who’d want to live down there, in the middle of nowhere

They’ve never drove through Indiana
Met the man who plowed that earth
Planted the seed, busted his ass for you and me
Or caught a harvest moon in Kansas
They’d understand why God made
Those fly over states

I bet that mile long Santa Fe
Freight train engineer’s seen it all
Just like that flatbed cowboy
Stacking US Steel on a three-day haul
Roads and rails under their feet
Yeah, that sounds like a first class seat
On the plains of Oklahoma

With a windshield sunset in your eyes
Like a watercolored painted sky
You’ll think heavens doors have opened
You’ll understand why God made
Those fly over states
Take a ride across the badlands
Feel that freedom on your face
Breathe in that open space
Meet a girl from Amarillo

You’ll understand why God made
You might even wanna plant your stakes
In those fly over states
Have you ever been through Indiana
On the plains of Oklahoma
Take a ride

Where are you when i need you most?

Do you know how it feels to be scared?
So scared that you don't want to go sleep anymore?
'Cause you don't know will you get up in morning.
It's like you wan't to cry all the time.
And you're afraid "am i here tomorrow anymore?"
Can i say the ones that i care about, How much they mean to me,
and how much i love them. Can i walk tomorrow anymore?
Can i speek? Do i see? Do i hear anything? Do i even have a future?
It makes you think about life, your life.
And all what you can do is wait, and see what will happen.

People always ask, "Do you still like him?" Honestly i don't really know. But i do know there's just something about him i can't let go.

Yes it is true. I miss you.
Your sweet words and the way you held my hands.
The way you looked at me and times you said i was the one.
Times taht you couldn't wait to see me, to kiss me and hold me close.
Your stupid text messages and the way that made me smile.
The times we didn't know what to this with this, this love.
When tehy were talking behind our backs and we knew it didn't have a damn.
And that we still thought we could figure this out..

 ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Ps:
Do you know that i love you?
I probably already told you, but i'm going to keep saying it.
There are no lies in these words, not one bit. Your smile keeps me alive.
It is one more reason to keep fighting. I would give you my
soul for comfort, even if it leaves me dark and cold.
&& when i hold you close, i can feel your heart beat fast, and i think to myself..
I've found that "someone" at least.

That moment when you burst out crying alone in your room. And you realize that no one truly know how unhappy you are because you don't want anyone to know.

You smile, but you're not really happy.
You ask, but you don't want to know.
You talk, but you aren't saying anything.
You laugh, but don't find it funny.
You cry, but it doesn't really mean anything.
You get up, but you're not really awake.
You sleep, but you aren't resting.
You're alive, but you aren't really living.

I Wish That Too

My heart it's a stereo, it's beats for you so listen close.Can't stop the rain from falling, can't stop my heart from calling, you. It's calling you. Please Be Mine.

If the heart is always searching, can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone, i'll never make it on my own.
I just gotta let you know, i never wanna let you go.
Cuz when you're right here by my side, and you look me in the eyes,
and you tell me that you love me, everything is allright.
I catch a qlimpse of heaven, i find my paradise.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I don't want fall asleep, don't know if i'll get up.
Don't want to cause a scene, but i'm dying without your love.
Begging to hear your voice, tell me you love me too,
Cause i'd rather just be alone, if i know that i can't have you.

You have no idea how fast my heart races when i see you.

I push people away when all i really want and
need is someone to hug me and tell me it's okay.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

People say bad memories cause the most pain
but actually it's the good ones that drives you insane.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

a heart is not for playing, a heart is not a toy.
But id you want breaking, just give it to boy.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Nevermind what haters say,
ingore them till they fade away.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

You wanna know why goodbyes hurt?
It's because people usually say goodbyes at times
when you least expect it. Sometimes it makes peoples
think "why everybody leaves me?" and then they think that no one cares.
Sometimes it makes peope's put up walls, not to keep people away,
but just to see who cares enough to tear those walls down. To see who really
cares.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Giving up doesn't always mean your weak, sometimes it means
that you are strong enough to let go.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I see nights full of pain, days of the same.
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain.
I search but never find, hurt but never cry,
i work and forever try, but i'm cursed.
So nevermind.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

i'm not sad every morning,
when i realize that you arent here, next to me.
I'm happy 'cause i know it's one day closer
to be with you, and make you mine.

He's voice is echoed in my mind, i count days till he's mine.

BE HAPPY.
Not because everything's perfect.
Not because everything goes your way.
Be happy because  everything sucks but you are doing just fine.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Look at you. You're young. And you're skared. Why are you scared?
Stop being paralyzed! Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other
people think. Wear what you want. Listen to music you want to listen to.
Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at mignight and forget you
havc your school in the morning. Stop waiting for friday. Live now! DO IT NOW!
Take risks, and do what you want to do! THIS LIFE IS YOURS!

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Dear whoever is reading this,
you're beautiful and someone out there is crazy about you,
so just please don't ever forget to SMILE! (:

When everything isn't going right, and you're feeling bad, please just wait. There's always something good after storm.

In the sunlight or the rain, brightest nights or darkest days
i'll always feel the same way. What ever road you may be on
know you're never too far gone. My love is there where you are,
wherever you may be.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

The person that's going to make your life worth of living is somewhere
-maybe you've met him, maybe he's the other side of the 
world you just have to wait.

She trust too easy.. He give's up even easier...

Because no matter how badly he was hurting her, she knew she couldn't hurt him.
She couldn't because she loved him. She couldn't because something deep inside her
kept saying that he still loved her too. And it was that ray of hope that she clung to.

My inspiration in one story

Me: "Hi idiot"

My Friend: "Yea Hey idiot"

Him: "Oh, hi"

Me to my friend: "Don't call him an idiot!"

My friend: "But ya called him too?"

Me: "Yea cuz he is."

My friend: "Well why i can't i say then that?"

Me: "Cuz He's my idiot"

Him: "am i?"

Me: "Yes, u are."

Him: "Okay, nice to know that"

*He walks away. My friend starts walkin in other way.*

My friend: "Are ya comming?"

Me: "Yes, but wait a sec, ok?"

My friend: "Why?"

Me: "I have to say one think to him"

My Friend: "Okay, Then, no. I wont wait."

Me: "What, why?"

My friend: "Cuz you won't come back"

Me: "Ya think?"

My Friend: "I dont think, i know."

*My Friend walks away and i start running after him*

Me: "Hey idiot, wait."

Him: "No."

Me: "Please, stop."

Him: "After That, tell me Why? What would ya think if i start to call you an idiot?"

Me: "Believe me, i have a good reason. And It would be okay to me."

Him: "Really, i don't believe it."

Me: "Ya know you are pretty cute when you're angry"

Him: "What?"

*I Kiss him*

Him: "I tough i was an idiot to you"

Me: "No, you aren't idiot to me."

Him: "Well why you said to me that i am"

Me: "Cuz you arent just an idiot, you're my idiot"

*He walks away*

Me: "HEY IDIOT! I LOVE YOU!" 


*He turns back, and looks at me*


Him: "What did you say"


Me: "you heard"


Him: "no, i didn't"


Me: "i said, hey idiot"


Him, "and?"


Me: "I love you"


*He smiles at me*


Him: "I love you too"


Me: "So, what are you waiting?"


Me: "Come here and Kiss  me!"


*He laughs and comes to give a kiss. Then we both smile*

Ya know what i think

S.C.H.O.O.L
= Seven Crappy Hours Of Our Life

C.L.A.S.S
=Come Late And Start Sleeping

F.I.N.A.L.S
=Fuck, I Never Actually Learned Shit.

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

However far away, i will always love you.
However long i stay, i will always love you.
What ever words i say, i will always love you.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

 People are going to tell you who you are,
how you have chance,
You just gotta punch back and say
NO, THIS IS WHO I AM
BE-lieve in YOU-rself

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Ohana means family.
And family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are. And in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are. So just live. Make mistakes. Have a wonderful memories. But never ever second quess who you are. Where you have been. And most importantly where it is you're going.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I never  realized how time was on my side, lost sight of my perfect world and the woman that i've become, from the damage that i've done, it's so clear to me now. Cuz when it comes to love, boy i can't help it, when it comes to love, i always lose my way, cuz you are the one i should've held on to.

 ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Sometimes we (: to hide ):
Sometimes we :D To hide ),;

Ya know it's true, everything i do, i do it for you

Never ignore a person who loves you, care for you and misses you.
Because, one day you might wake up from your sleep and realize
that you lost the moon while counting the stars.

My heart is my worst enemy, why? Because it belongs to me, but seriously beats for him.

What hurts the most, was being so close,
and having so much to say,
and watching you to walk away
and seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin' to do

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

The moment that we met, i didn't know yet,
that i was looking at a face i'll never forget.
Cause living in a dream of you and me,
is not the way my life should be.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

You're the one who broke my heart,
you're the reason my world fell apart.
You're the one who made me cry,
but still i love you, tell me why?

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

This is the way you left me,
i'm not bretenting,
no hope, no love,no glory,
no happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
it's forever, and live rest of our live,
but not together.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Who do you think you are
running around leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts,
and tearing love apart.
You're gonna catch a cold,
from the ice inside your soul.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

So what you see, is only half the story.
There's another side of me, i'm the girl you know,
but i'm someone else too. If you only knew,
it's a crazy life, but i'm alright.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I'm a lucky girl, whose dreams came true,
but underneath it all, i'm just like you.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

You dont get another chance.
Life isn't nintendo game.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I only think of you and it's breaking my heart,
i'm trying to keep it together but i'm falling apart.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Everyday we had, all the good all the bad,
i'll keep them here inside, yeah,
one say we'll look back,
we'll smile and we'll laugh
But right now we just cry,
'cause it's so hard to say goodbye.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I've always got the memories while
i'm finding out who i'm gonna be,
we might be apart but i hope u always know,
you'll be with me wherever i go.

Every second's like a day, when you're far away.

Loving you could take my life,
but when i look into your eyes,
i know you're worth that sacrafice.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I really wanna be with you, i really like you.
But the same time i don't. Why?
'Cause i know you'll hurt me, and not even care.
And i don't wanna riks getting hurt again.

 ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Roses are red, violets are blue.
He's for me, and not for you.
So if by chance you take my place,
i'll take my firts & smash your face.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I have dreams, i have wish,
i have someone that i miss.

 ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

People chance, things go wrong,
shit happens, but life goes on.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I need you righ here next to me,
'cause there ain't nobody would love
me the way you do,
that's why i'm over here on my knees,
hey, i wish you won't leave me.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

We want happines, we don't want pain.
But how you make a rainbown, without little rain?

Players gonna play

Yeah, you may talk to me,
make me laugh and say sweetest things.
But how many other girls are you
doing that same to?

we're like Romeo and Juliet, families can't divide us.

Don't rush the time,
don't lose the fait.
Our time will come,
if you just wait.

i may not show it but i care about you alot more than you think

Every step i take, every move i make,
every single day, every time i pray,
i'll be missing you.
Thinking of the day, when you went away,
what a life to take, what a bond to break,
i'll be missing you.

You just have to trust me

Trust me, i know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower,
so no one can hear you, and waiting for everyone to fall asleep
so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.

You are everything to me now

You are the answer to every payer i've offered.
You are a song, a dream, a whisper, and i don't know
how i could have lived without you for as long as i have.

-Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

Every girl is beautiful in their own way.

Never look back, darling.

You meet someone. You two get close. It's all great for awhile.
Then someone stops trying. Talk less. Awkward conversations.
The drifting. No communication whatsoever. Memories start to
fade. Then that person you know becomes that person you knew.
That's how it usually goes, right? Sad, isn't it....

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Dont worry.
You may think you'll never get over it.
But you also thought it would last forever.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I think the only reason people hold on to memories so tight
is because memories are the only thing that don't change when
everything and everyone else does.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

A good friend is always there, always by your side,
and never leaves when you are low and hurt.
Appreciate your good friendship.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I learned that things change people change
That doesn't  mean you forget the past or try to
cover it up. It simply means that you move on and
treasure the memories...

 ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I want to go on a road trip.
Just you, me, the high way and the radio.
The blue sky, the black roads and windows down.
We'll talk about everything and nothing and we'll sing
our hearts out and we'lll make memories we'll never,
ever forget. Just you and me.

 ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

i always knew looking back on the tears woudl make me laugh,
but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

 ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

i'm learning that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean
that you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you
move on and treasure the memories.

Will you marry me?

Boy: There's only one thing i want to change about you.

Girl: Huh, what's that?

Boy:  Your last name.

RMS Titanic

 There was a young man, named Jack. He was in a 3 class but still he met a young women who was in class one and fall in love with her. They really loved each other. Everybody didn't want to let them be together but they didn't care. They were happy together but they didn't have theirs happy ending. 'Cause when the titanic  sank, this young gentleman did everything to save Rose behalf himself. And he succeecded, he saved the love of his life and died on her behalf. It's all true, and that's true too, love does hurt, and it's gonna make us cry. But still we would be here without it. Cause we need love, we all do. But sometimes, with somebodys it's bigger and stronger than it could ever be. Titanic, that's something that we can call a true love story. Something what we can call a true love.

True love isn't about perfect

For me, true love doens't mean that you'll find the perfect guy or the perfect girl. It means that you'll be fighting over stupid things, and even have those big fights taht will make you cry for days but yet you love that person more than anything. It means that when this person is sad or hurt, you just wan to  hug them and you just want to be there for them. When this person is not online or available, you get mad and the you get upset. What if something happened to him or her? Where is he/she? Why  isn't he/she picking up the phone. This person can make you more mad than any person, but they can also make you more happy than any other person can. You could talk to this person for hours without ever getting tired, and you know you wouldn't survive without him/her. It's your soulmate, your best friend and your lover. You can tell them anything and you know they won't judge you. You've told this person more about yourself than you've told anyone else, and they still love you. Even though you're not perfect, even if you make mistakes, they will always have a place for you in their hearts.

Everything chance

At one time i was your everything, i meant so much to you, well at least you told me i did. You told me that you would never forget me, that we would be together some day. What happened to you? what happened to everything? All the texts, morning and night, all the skype calls, all the stupid conversations about the randomest things, all the jokes that had me in hysterics. Even though we weren't together, my love for you was indescribable. And still is. Everything was going great until you stopped talking to me. It's been a month. I used to look forward to coming home from school just to talk to you, you made my day. I just can't get over you... My friends tell me to forget about you, but it's just so hard. I can't bring myself to face that what we had is no more. And my chance of finally being with you some day is gone. Everything reminds me of you, songs, pictures,quoter, even some people. You broke my heart and i'm still recovering.  I miss you so much, you have no idea...

If it is important to you, you will find a way. If not, you'll find an excuse...

Sometimes you need to step outside,
get some air, and remind yourself of
who you are and where you want to be.
-gossip girl

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Love is handing someone a gun,
and letting it point to your hear,
believing that he won't pull the trigger.
-spongebob squerepants

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too.
They live inside us, and sometimes they win.
-stephen king

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Night is purer than day, it is better for
thinking and loving and dreaming.
At night everything is more intense, more true.
The echo of words that have been spoken
during the day takes on a new and deeper meaning.
-elie wiesel

Would anyone miss me if i were to DISAPPEAR?

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it,
because i might do something crasy...
like believe it.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

It sucks, you know. When everything is doing fine then,
it all crashes again. And the worst part is, i really don't
want to try and put it all back together again, but i have to.

 ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·


All this time you were chasing dreams
without knowing what you wanted them to mean.
 

Love is the cloud that keeps raining down, where are you when i need you around?

Love is a cycle:

When you love, you get hurt.
When you get hurt, you hate.
When you hate, you try to forget
When you try to forget, you start missing.
And when you start missing...
you'll eventually fall in love again.

When the time is right........

When the time is right, and i can become a mother, i want a boy first and then a girl.
So that my son would protect my daughter from all the bad things in the world.

And i'll be there in a heartbeat

Yeah I remember sunny mornings
I remember when we first kissed
How I didn't wanna leave your lips
And how I've never ever felt so high
I remember every sunset
I remember every word you said
We were never gonna say goodbye
Singing la-da-da-da-da
Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I'll be there in a heartbeat

Trolling

If you ask me "what you wanna be when you grow up?" i will say "how to hell i would know that?"

Adults are always asking
Little kids what they want to be
when they grow up?
Because they're looking for ideas.

Maybe i am princes, but that doesnt mean that my life would be easy.

Cinderella walked on broken glass,
Sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast,
Jasmine married a common thief.
Ariel walked on land for love and life,
Snow white barely escaped a knife.
It was all about blood, sweat, and tears,
because love means facing you biggest fears.

No need to rush things, if something is bound to happen it will happen in the right time with the right person and for the best reason.

My whole life waiting for the right time
To tell you how I feel.
Know I try to tell you that I need you.
Here I am without you.
I feel so lost but what can I do?
'Cause I know this love seems real
But I don't know how to feel.
We say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
'Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay.

Alright, everything is alright
Since you came along
And before you
I had nowhere to run to
Nothing to hold on to
I came so close to giving it up.
And I wonder if you know
How it feels to let you go?

You say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
'Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay.

So you change your mind
And say you're mine.
Don't leave tonight
Stay.

Say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
'Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay.

Stay with me, stay with me,

Sometimes when you love someone it's better to let go, but sometimes you can make the biggest mistake of your life if you leave.

Me:
  I keep thinking you're just goin to randomly text me and tell me the feelings you've been hiding. The same ones i have. That you remember all the cute things i did, all the stupid stuff i said. That you'll just text me and tell me i'm the one you want. The one you keep thinking about. I want you to tell me the only reason you left was because you got scared of the feelings you had or because you wanted me too much. Just anything that would still give me the slightest bit of hope.

You:
  I miss ya. I miss ya a lot. And you can't even imagine how pathetic it makes me feel because i don't even know if you miss me back. How pathetic i can be to think that you are thinking of me too. And yea it sucks when i miss you so much that i look through old photos of us, old text messages, even old statuses. And it brings a smile to my face, but then the hurt comes back and i know i shouldn't be looking back the time i left. But i can't help it because it realy meant something to me, it really was best time of my life. I really loved you.

Me:
 Honestly i've been waiting forever you to tell me that,but it's gotten to the point where i don't  want to hear it anymore. You treated me like shit and honestly i could never open up to you like i once did. Because you didn't just hurt me, you completely destroyed me. So i'm done.

You:
 If you're done why you wanted me to give you a bit of hope? why you wanted me to be honestly of my feelings even you are leaving me? why you did make this harder?

Me:
 Because i wanted to know did i wasted my life when i was thinking of you all the time thease last years. I wanted to know did you feel the same way. I wanted that you know how hard it was to me.
I wanted you to know that you make a big mistake, and you had years to solve it, but now it's too late. Now you really losted me. Now it's really over.

7 tear 7 reason

one tear because i miss you
one tear because you hurt me
one tear because i am so loneny
one tear because i came across your picture
one tear because your doing fine and im broken
one tear wich one make me feel tired
one tear because i had no idea what the hell i was doing

Deep in my heart i'm suffering knowing that i've lost you. On the outside i'm living and pretending that i've forgotten you. But the truth is that i miss you like a hell.

I keep thinking of how much i love talking to you,
how cute you look when you smile, and how much i love your laugh.
I've memorized your face and the way you make me laugh.
I catch myself smiling again at what i imagined.
And then i remember that i should listen to my mom when she said;
"Don't build castles in the clouds, the wind will scatter them.
Don't look the boy's eyes that you can't forget"
And we all know the rest, but that doesn't help,
i did a mistake, and now it's too late,
i'm warning you, i falling in love with you.,

Sometimes we need time to be alone

You still can make the whole world white even it's dark winter night

When i'm in your arms i feel so good
You're surely the best in this whole neighborhood
I'd be with you all the time if i could
I hope you listened and i hope you understood
I can't describe what you mean to me
but without you i just couldn't breath, you see
You and i are meant to be
I've always loved you and i hope you agree
i never though i would feel this way
so terribly in love, now it's already may
spring's already over but all i can say
it's been a wonderful spring now it's a beautiful day
Like the day when i first saw you, it was love at first sight
the sun was shining and the sky was bright
next time i saw you it was a dark winter night
and the spark in your eyes still made the whole world white

I'm lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by. If i could have just one wish, i'd have you by my side.

The truth is that i really miss all those crazy things you said,
you left them running through my head.
You're always there, you're everywhere but right now i wish you were here.

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If i were to take anything from you without getting noticed,
i'd take all the loneliness in your heart because
i don't want a person like you to be hurt when you deserve
the best in life.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

We spend our lives telling ourselves that everything happens for a reason
when reality it is just that we give reasons for everything happens.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Him: who do you like?
Her: no one.
Him: Oh, who do you like?
Her: no one!
Him: who do you like?
Her: how many times are you going to ask that?
Him: as many times as it takes for you to say my name.

Would you be the only one of me?

Relationship Status:
( ) Single
( ) In a relationship
( ) Married
( ) Engaged
( ) Divorced
(x) Waiting for a miracle

I've learned so much from my mistakes... Maybe i should make more mistakes..

I dont think you're leaving, i think you're running.
And what i can't figure out is, are you running towards something you want?
Or are you running away from something you're afraid to want?

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

"I thought .. you haven't really lived until you've contemplated suicide"
I said. "I thought like it would be good to have a reser switch like on the video games,
to start again and see if you could go a different way."

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

I always wonder why birds stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere
on earth!
Then i ask myself the same question.
-Harun Yahya