Just girly things

Just girly things

Perfect things i gotta do before i die

Just girly things

Scars, they are there forever, reminding me of all that shit i had to go trough.. But i don't shame them, i don't shame at all. Scars tell the story of my life. I survived.

The reason why I care about bullying, Is it that I can tell you experience chest voice. I know what it is like to fear about every day, Physical violence, it is not real life.  throughout the primary school I was bullied, Pushing, spitting , bullying, laughter, ridicule. And I guess the main reason for this was that I was Small and big, even though i wasnt the only one but it felt like i was I remember how it feels when the pain, it is incised in the chest In My chest, every time when I got  my part  I started lying to my parents, i didnt go to school even i said that i did and then it started to see in my certificate and Now when i am getting older, i start to realize that all.. All the pain they caused to me, all those lies, how they did hurt me inside.

If I close my eyes forever, would it ease the pain? Could I breathe again?

Since the beginning of time Since it started to rain
Since I heard you laugh Since I felt your pain
I was too young, you were much younger
We were afraid of each other's hunger
I have always loved you There's never been anyone else
I knew you before I knew myself
Oh my baby, I have always loved you
Since we kissed the first time Since we slept on the beach
You were too close for comfort You were too far out of reach
You walked away, I should have held you
Would you have stayed for me to tell you:
Years go by in a matter of days And though we go separate ways
I never stop dreaming of you I have always loved you
And when you call it makes me cry We never made time for you and I
If I could live it all again I'd never let it end, I'd still be with you
oh God, I miss you Years go by in a matter of days
And though we go separate ways
I never stop dreaming of you
I have always loved you

they say love is just a game they say time can heal the pain sometimes you win, sometimes you loose and I guess I'm just a fool I keep holding on to you

Every day here you come walking
I hold my tongue, I don't do much talking
You say you're happy and you're doing fine
Well go ahead, baby, I got plenty of time
Because sad eyes never lie
Because sad eyes never lie
Well for a while I've been watching you steady
Ain't gonna move till you're good and ready
You show up and then you shy away
But I know pretty soon you'll be walking this way
Because sad eyes never lie
Because sad eyes never lie
Baby don't you know I don't care
Don't you know that I've been there
Well if something in the air feels a little unkind
Don't worry darling, it'll slip your mind
I know you think you'd never be mine
Well that's okay, baby, I don't mine
That shy smile's sweet, that's a fact
Go ahead, I don't mind the act
Here you come all dressed up for a date well oh
one more step and it'll be too late
Blue blue ribbon in you hair like
you're so sure I'll be standing there

Just girly things