Is it over yet? Can I open my eyes? is this hard as it gets? is this what it feels like to really cry?

If anyone ask I'll them we both just moved on.
When people all stare I pretend that I don't hear them talk.
Whenever I see you I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue.
Pretend i'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong
If anyone ask I'll tell them we just grew apart and what would I care,
if they believe me or not. Whenever I feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend im okay with it all Act like there's nothing wrong
im talking in circles Im lying they know it. Why wont this all just go away ?