tiistai 30. joulukuuta 2014

Welcome to Midnight.

The ball drops and fireworks. Resolutions are made.
People scream and people kiss and is it possible to change?
Is it really truly possible to leave the past behind?

Another year comes to a close. Another year begins.
With a moment in between.
Why the fuss?
Why the fame and fireworks?
Is it more than hype? More than something else to sell us?
Is there something to this holiday? Something true inside it?
Because isn't there something inside us that aches for change...
Dreams it to be possible...
To let go.
To hold on.
To leave it behind.
To start again.
To be new.
Is it possible?

If you're reading this, if there's air in your lungs, then you're alive today tonight right now.
And who can know how long we have here...
And is it a gift? Was it ever a gift? Did that ever feel true or could that one day feel true?
Are there things to fight to live for?
Moments and people... Weddings and children and all your different dreams...
Love...
Is your life more than just your own?
And are there broken things you were made to fight to fix?
Broken families, broken friends... Injustice.
Will you move for things that matter?

Wouldn't it be nice if change took just a moment?
Wouldn't it be nice if it were that easy?
Midnight and we're new. Midnight and the past erased. Midnight and we're free.

It seems to come slow. It seems to be a surgery.
Forgiveness. Healing. Sobriety. Letting go. Starting over.
It seems to happen slowly over time.
One day at a time, the choice made new each morning.
Will you fight?
Will you fight to be healthy?
Will you fight to be free?
Will you fight for your story?
Will you fight to get the help you need?

Change takes more than a moment, but maybe there's also something to this celebration of a moment, something to the way it speaks to us, something to the way we fear it, and dream it to be true. Maybe it's the most honest moment of the year.

It's possible to change.

Welcome to Midnight.

Here's to the possibilities.

On this last day of 2014 I wanna :

Thanks to those who hated me, they made me a stronger person.
Thanks to those who loved me, they made my heart bigger.
Thanks to those who were worried about me, they let me know that they actually cared.
Thanks to those who left me, they made me realize that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who entered my life, they made me who i'm today.
Just want to Thank you all for being there in my life!!

perjantai 26. joulukuuta 2014

Cheating is so easy, try something more challenging, like being faitful

If you succeed on cheating someone, 
dont think for a second that the person is a fool
realize that the person trusted you so much more than you ever deserved!

perjantai 12. joulukuuta 2014

the most beautiful heart

One day, in a heavily crowded place, a young man was shouting at the crowd.
“People look at me; I have the most beautiful heart in the world.”
Many people looked at him and were stunned to see the beautiful heart in a perfect shape, no little flaw, which looked quite amazing. Most of the people who saw his heart was mesmerized by the beauty of his heart and praised him.
However, there came an old man and challenged the young man, “No my son, I have got the most beautiful heart in the world!”
The young man asked, “Show me your heart, then!”
The old man showed his heart to him. It was very rough, uneven, and had scars all over the heart. Also, the heart was not in shape, appeared like bits and pieces joined together in various colours. There were some rough edges, some part of the heart were removed and filled with other pieces.
The heart of the old man simply looked like various pieces of heart joined together and formed as a heart.
The young man started laughing at his heart, “My dear old man, are you mad? See, my heart! How beautiful and flawless it is. You cannot find even a bit of imperfection in my heart. See, yours. It is full of scars, wounds and blemishes. How can you say your heart is beautiful?”

“Dear boy, my heart is just so beautiful as your heart is. Did you see the scars? Each scar represents the love I shared with a person. I share a piece of heart with others when I share love and in return I get a piece of heart, which I fix at the place where I had torn a piece!” said the old man.

The young man was shocked.
And the old man continued. “Since the pieces of heart I shared were neither equal nor in the same shape or size, my heart is full of uneven edges and bits and pieces.”
“My heart is not in shape because sometimes I never get the love in return from those I gave it. So where do you see the real beauty? Your heart which looks fresh and fuller with no scars which indicates you never shared love with anybody. Did you?”
The young man stood still and never spoke a word. Tears rolled down his cheeks. He walked to the old man, tore a piece of his heart and gave the piece to the old man.

Many give importance and respect to physical beauty. Yet, physical appearance isn’t the real beauty!

To my dearest friend.


I stood by your bed last night; I came to have a peep. 
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep. 
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear, 
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." 
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached down to me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you; I smiled and said, "it's me."
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, "I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning
and say "good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...then come home to me.

keskiviikko 29. lokakuuta 2014

Your hand, looking for mine, groping the dark. And im afraid that i might help you to find...

I breath slowly, barely make a noice. Just like even a small movement could break the thin ice underneath.  How much do i have to bear ? How long do i have to fight against dark flood water.. Even tough id be ready to pay everything for happiness, i still cant own it.
So have years hit their mark on me, almost without noticing, they have eat faith in miracles.
And still with all my powers, after everything, i still want to love, i want to be brave enough.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

In your veins floats bright strengt,
that without noticing blooms then when the sky has been teared apart.
You carry secret within you, and your secret carries you.
Other treasure's of yours, barely are worth it.
When infront of crinkled leaf, you wait someone to pick it up,
they can see the light of thousand suns in your eyes.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

For a moment still, half of the world sleeps on this night so white and cold.
And you wonder how anything can hurt so much? All your best years hit on ground.
Even half of your pain, i cant know how it hurts. All the words hang on air without powers.
But on some morning, i know, you will wake up knowing, you survived.
You are beautiful, even tough you dont feel like that anymore.
And for a moment still, half world sleeps, just for a moment still, until the bright morning will open.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

The worst feeling in the world is knowing,
you did the best you could, but it still wasnt good enough.
I cant tell if its killing me, or making me stronger.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

In this world full of people
there's one killing me...
but how can that same person
be the one who loves me
and whom i love.
If we only die once,
i wanna die with you.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

why does all beautiful disappear ?
i have fall in love with something, that brings me nothing but pain
its killing me slowly, yet still, why i cant let go ?

im your friend, i dont care about the lives you save. I care about your life

You make me smile for the weirdest reasons,
you make me laugh for no reason whatsoever,
But most of all,
you make me love you when im not supposed to love you at all..

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I fell in love the way you fall asleep,
slowly, then all at once

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Love is like snow,
its all about the little things,
they start adding up,
and without noticing
the ground is shining bright white
In same way,
love starts by little things,
and all the little things make big things
and without noticing you start to feel something
and when you look in your heart
you start to realize whats going on

tiistai 17. kesäkuuta 2014

Pleasant Nightmare

My life is like an ocean, sometimes its so stormy that i feel like its going to make all disappear under it. And sometimes its so calm that its almost beautiful.

In same way i could describe my love for you. But in this metaphor your love is the ocean. And loving you id like jumping to the middle of that ocean from boat without knowing how to survive in it. Without knowing how to swim. Like for a moment id forget in all that beauty that i cant swim.

Why? Because just sometimes you want something to be true so badly that you do everything to prove yourself that its true..  But sometimes, even if you would have a bandage on your eyes, it wouldnt stop you from seeing the truth.

In same way i fought for the relationship that i knew wouldnt last nor go anywhere. It was like a sweet lie. I wanted to believe it because i loved the sweetness of it but i hated the way how i knew it wasnt true. Yet still i fought for it to show all that its true, when even i knew myself that i was making a fool of myself. I knew it was a lie, a sweet mistake, a tamned curse.

I have danced with the song that you played, but you keep changing the words. You tried so hard to sabotage our relationship because it was beyond perfect. And now im tired of fighting. I was blind but i can see it now.

The truth is that this love will either drown me while i try to prove it right or than i gotta stop fighting for nothing and rise back to that boat to safe myself from drowning and sure destruction.  Because that is what will happen, this love is not my saviour. It will kill me in the end for sure. It will eat my every chance of happiness and burn me into dust.

But i wont let that happen.  I might have woken up in the middle of rubble. But from the fading light i will fly and rise like phoenix out of the ashes.  You made me go trough hell. You drag me down, but ill rise up to the sky and i will fly. You know it as well as i do, i will get over this. Im finally free.

sunnuntai 18. toukokuuta 2014

smile

the mirror can lie
doesnt show you whats inside
and it can tell you're full of life
its amazing what you can hide
just by putting on a smile

torstai 15. toukokuuta 2014

The pain that our hearts hold would decrease If You and I would unite

The pain that our hearts hold would decrease
If You and I would unite 
The atmosphere would become really beautiful
If You and I would unite
Without You I can’t find peace, I can’t find rest
All the misapprehensions/misconceptions would be eradicated
If You and I would unite

As love is incomplete, the world seems incomplete
Come and fulfil my wishes
The heart just desires
That our love story becomes complete
All the difficulties would become easy
If You and I would unite

There’s nothing left, still the heart doesn’t heed to me
The talks of the heart can only be understood by itself
May we meet someplace, someday
I’m alive only on this hope
I would accomplish all ambitions
If You and I would unite

The atmosphere would become really beautiful
If You and I would unite

The pain that our hearts hold would decrease
If You and I would unite

keskiviikko 30. huhtikuuta 2014

Note


Kiss Good Morning
Say I love you
LISTEN
Always tell the truth
-
restepct one another
never yell at eachother
unless the house is on fire
Remember why you fell in love
Fight fair
Be the first to say sorry
KEEP YOUR PROMISES
Have fun together
hold hands every chance you get
Kiss Goodnight

Open your mind before your mouth

i only speak by Teardrops

Crying is the only way your eyes speak when your mouth cant explain
how things made your heart broken.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Sometimes some problems can only be solved if you are willing to shut your mouth
and learn how to open your ears - heart and mind.

~*~*~*~*~*~

I fell in love the way you fall asleep:
Slowly and then all at once.

you are important

If you ever doubt this, you are doubting your own greatness, because you are a magnificent being capable of unimaginable things. You have such an important role on this planet, not only to influence those immediately around you, but with people you do not even know half way across the world. Do you think your need to be connected to social mediums is a coincidence? You are connecting to these people in ways not possible just a few decades ago. These people are part of your extended family in many ways. They are helping you remember why you are here. As you begin to connect more with who you really are, you will never again doubt why your role on Earth is paramount. Most of all, you will never doubt how much you are so deeply loved

perjantai 25. huhtikuuta 2014

Aisha


As if I did not exist,
she passed me by,
Without a glance,
Queen of Sheba. I said:
" Aisha, take: all is for you."

Here, the pearls, the jewels,
also the gold around your neck
The fruits, well ripe with the taste of honey
And my life, Aisha if you love me!

I will go where your breath leads me,
In the countries of ivory and ebony
I will erase your tears, your sorrows
Nothing is too beautifull for a girl so beautiful

Aisha, Aisha listen to me
Aisha, Aisha don't go
Aisha, Aisha look at me
Aisha, Aisha answer me

I would say the words, the poems
I would play the music of the sky
I would take the rays of the sun
to light up your dreamy eyes

Ooh! Aisha, Aisha listen to me
Aisha, Aisha don't go

She said: "Keep your treasures,
Me, I'm worth more than that.
Bars are still bars even if made of gold.
I want the same rights as you
and respect for each day,
Me I want only love."

(In Arabic)
I want you Aisha and I love you to death
You are queen of my life and my love
You are my years and my life
I hope to live with you, only you

perjantai 18. huhtikuuta 2014

Give and you will receive - its nature's order...

A simple act of kindness brings such a meaning,
even a simple smile can change a life, 
There is a hidden force - pulling us closer..
Its pulling you and i
Its pulling us up high.

Healing


Healing....
Heal and you will be healed.
Hearts in the hand of another heart and in God's hands are all hearts
An eye takes care of another eye and from God's eye nothing hides
Seek only to give and you'll receive. So heal and you will be healed.



Heal - and you will be healed


Came to me

You came to me in that hour of need
When I was so lost, so lonely
You came to me, took my breath away
Showed me the right way, the way to lead
You filled my heart with love, showed me the light above
Now all I want is to be with you
You are my one true love, taught me to never judge
Now all I want is to be with you


You came to me in a time of despair
I called on you, you were there
Without you what would my life mean
To not know the unseen?, the worlds between
For you I’d sacrifice, for you I’d give my life
Any thing just to be with you
I feel so lost at times by all the hurt and lies
Now all I want is to be with you

Showed me right from wrong
Told me to be strong
Need you more than ever ya rasulallah
You came to me in that hour of need
Need you more than ever ya rasulallah
You filled my heart with love, showed me the light above
Now all want is to be with you
You are my one true love, taught me to never judge
Now all I want is to be with you

torstai 10. huhtikuuta 2014

Kuva: The important thing to remember in this suggestion is to not necessarily walk alone, but do walk alone if somebody is hindering your progress to where you would like to be.  This is a very important lesson for many in persistent relationships that do not allow each person to evolve and grow.

what you allow, is what will continue..

Kuva: We've said this many times, but it's important to know whether what you believe in is promoting fear or love, because that will give you an idea where you are focusing your energy.  Whether it be health, medicine, religion, family or societal values, or anything else, if fear is being used as consequence or tool in your decision making process, ask yourself "is this genuine for my needs in advancing myself?"  The answers will come quickly when they need too.  <3

When you meet the other half of your soul, you will understand why all the others let you go. When you meet the one who deserves your heart, you'll understand why things didnt work out with everyone else.

Keep in mind here that there may not only be "one" person for you in your life?
 Relationships evolve and change, and sometimes you are meant to be with many 
different people along the way to help grow in this journey. There will always be 
different states of personal growth. The key is happiness. If you have found one 
person to grow with you along that journey, that means both have a level of understanding 
of what the other requires. But if you need more than one person to help make this happen
, there is certainly nothing wrong with that and there are many reasons that is necessary 
from a soul perspective.

Love is not about passion but will. Its not about what you want but what you decide ...


lauantai 5. huhtikuuta 2014

makes you think huh ?

Memories ..

A piece of paper that means so much after all ... but still a piece of paper that wont guarantee that forever is forever...

Kuva

We all are different, we need to heal in our own way ..

Kuva

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart and in that knowledge become a fragment of life's heart. But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure, then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor, into the seasonless world where you shall laugh but not all of your laughter, and weep but not all of your tears.

Kuva

What you see in the world around you is reflection of who you are ..

Kuva

She is beautiful

 “She was beautiful, but not like those girls in the magazines. 
She was beautiful, for the way she thought. She was beautiful, 
for the sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loved. 
She was beautiful, for her ability to make other peoplesmile, 
even if she was sad. No, she wasn't beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. 
She was beautiful, deep down to her soul. She is beautiful.”
― F. Scott Fitzgerald

sunnuntai 26. tammikuuta 2014

tiistai 21. tammikuuta 2014

together forever and never apart ... Maybe in distance but never in heart

It takes a strong heart to love
but it takes a stronger heart to continue to love after its been hurt.

~.~.~.~

The ones who love you will never leave you.
Even if there are hundred reasons to give up,
they will find one reason to hold on.

~.~.~.~

Its tough when someone special starts to igore you,
but its even tougher to pretend that you dont mind when you really do.

~.~.~.~

My love for you is like a mirror.
You can break it into a million pieces
But when you look close.
You're still in it.

~.~.~.~

The true lover is the one who realizes that loyalty
must go hand in hand with freedom.
Though its been so many years since we first met, it still feels so new. Each and every day you manage to do something cute that makes me love you even more than before. - See more at: http://www.thecutestquotes.com/2013/07/love-you-even-more-than-before.html#sthash.0CN95nx8.dpuf

I dont need to be perfect, i need to be real .

TRY ME!

Kuva: Love Quotes and Sayings

People who shine from within don't need the spotlight.

Dont think of the things you didnt get after praying. Think of the countless blessings God gave you without asking .


Kuva





that type girl ...

When boy buys u icecream, you can be sure he likes you ... When he buys you flowers, you know he likes u more than before.. when he buys you jelewry, i bet he loves u. And at the moment he buys a ring, i know he will always love you ...

Emptiness

All love of mine, With a song and a wine
You're harsh and divine, Like truths and a lie
But the tale ends not here. I have nothing to fear
For my love is yellof giving and hold on
In the brightemptiness In a room fullof it
Is a cruel mistress Whoa oh!
I feel this unrest That nest all hollowness
For I have nowhere to go and I'm cold.
And I feel so lonely yeah...
There's a better place than this
Emptiness
And I'm so lonely yeah...
There's a better place than this
Emptiness, yeah

Darling, is this my first love?

Oh, why has the sky begun to melt?  I am standing still, the earth has 
begun to move. My heart has beat, my breath has begun to stop.
Oh, is this my first love?  Darling, is this my first love?  
The sun has dimmed, the moon has begun to burn. Oh, why has the sky 
begun to melt? My heart has beat, my breath has begun to stop.Yes,
is this my first love?  This moment is beautiful, everything is changing
 Dreams are falling into real life. Is this bond of ours centuries old?
For in such a way I am meeting you. Love's season will remain like this always
Meet me like this, birth after birth  Only with your color am I this colorful, lover
Having gained you, I am losing myself, Oh darling, having drowned in your love
I am becoming the shore, lover  The ocean has become thirsty,
night has begun to awaken  Even in the heart of a flame, fire erupted
 I am standing still, the earth has begun to move My heart has beat,
my breath has begun to stop . The sun has dimmed  The moon has begun to burn
 The sky  ... Why has it begun to melt? Darling, is this my first love?  

Wake up everyday STRONGER thann yesterday. Face your fears and wipe your tears

In the city of the sin, I've found myself again
The sorrow in my heart now it's gone and back to them
Excessive in the ways that I try to kill the pain
I never run away, this is what I want!

after life closes one door from you, it will open another ...

Kuva: ~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ✿(◡ Jos sanot "näkemiin"
maailmankaikkeus korvaa sen uudella "tervehdyksellä"! ~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ✿(◡

lauantai 18. tammikuuta 2014

Upotetun kuvan pysyvä linkki

If being cute was a crime, you would be locked up

i want to live in your eyes, die in your arms,
burried in your heart ...

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

"Its Not That I Want U With Me Every- time.
But, Its Just I Don't Want Any1 ElseTo
Have U 4 A Second".


·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

Babe, loving you has been the second best thing I've ever did! 
Because finding you was the first!

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

"Roses are red, violets are blue, love never crossed my mind till the day I met you.

·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·

My love for you is like flowing water in a river: it can never stop flowing

Roses are red, violets are blue, I'd rather be dead than lose you.

Upotetun kuvan pysyvä linkki

torstai 9. tammikuuta 2014

My best friend ..


I've been thinking today how sometimes we lose patience too fast with our pets. Sometimes its easy to think that pets dont have feelings. But we all who really care know that its not true. Dogs and cats for example charm their owner with their personality that they have, just like we peoples have. And just like there is peoples who are lovely and some annoying, same with pets... There is many different type of dogs in world, and i am sure that if one could, dog would say at least these 10 thing to its owner ...

1. My life will last about 10-15 years. If i spend part of it without you, it will hurt.
2. Give me enough time to learn and understand what you are asking or waiting from me.
3. Trust me.
4. Dont be angry to me for too  long time. And please dont lock me behind door to punish me.
5. You have your work, freetime and friends. I have only you.
6. Talk to me. Even tough i wouldnt understand what you are saying, i understand that you are talking.
7. Remember, that i wont forget how you treat me.
8. If you hit me, remember i have teeth, i could bite you. But i wont, because i love you.
9. Before you say i am useless or lazy, ask yourself whats wrong. Maybe i am tired, sick or maybe im getting old and wont anymore be able to make all your wishes come true.
10. Take care of me when i am old. Dont let me leave this world alone. Keep me in your arms when my time is near, pet me. Everything is easier when you are by my side. Even death.