Sick of crying, tired of trying, yes i'm smiling but inside i'm dying..

Sticks and stones may break my bones and rip my skin apart,
 but no one has hurt me like you, you really broke my heart.
 There's a part of me that wishes all my dreams come true,
 and a part of me prays that i'll wake up someday and be over you. 
I know i should find someone new, but all i find is myself thinking of you. 
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice,
but falling in love with you was beyond my control.