mirror on the wall, here we are again.

It doesnt matter if i have my eyes open or closed, i always see the same darkness.
The questions are always the same. "why do you do this to yourself?"
I don't know how to tell them of the darkness that lives within me.
I'm always running away from the pain, the hurt, the silence..
all the same always falling in to the darkness that i've come to call home,
because that's all i've ever know.