The reason why I care about bullying, is it that I can tell you experience chest voice. I know what it is like to fear about every day, physical violence, it is not real life. Throughout the primary school I was bullied. Pushing, spitting , bullying, laughter, ridicule. And I guess the main reason for this was that I was small and round, even though i wasnt the only one but it felt like i was. I remember how it feels when the pain, it is incised in the chest.
In My chest, every time when I got my part. I started lying to my parents, i didnt go to school even i said to them that i did and then it started to see in my certificate and Now when i am getting older, i start to realize that all. All the pain they caused to me, all those lies, i could go to see them now, and ask are they happy now? Are they proud of that what they did to me, but i know that nothing can't give that wasted time back, and i know that they can't ever compensate that to me. So it would not to help me, so i decited that i wont go to see them, and only open my old wounds. I really hope that i won't see them never anymore, because i don't want to waste anymore time, because of them. I hope that someday, they will noticed how wrong they were, what they did do wrong. i hope that someday they will shame of them self. And i wont ever forgive them and they will live rest of theirs live wondering am i alive anymore, how i feel, and cause they wont ever talk to me, they have to live their live knowing that they wont ever have another chance to apologise. -Unknow
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