Just because i want you to know how i felt..

I hope someday you find an amazing girl. The kind of girl who means everything to you and makes you want to spend every moment of your time with her. The kind of girl who keeps you up at night. Just thinking about her beautiful smile, and when you finally fall asleep, she's all you dream about.. I hope she's the first thing to cross your mind when you wake up in the morning. I hope she changes you in a way you could never understand. Yet you know it's for the better, i hope she's the kind of girl you would die for. The kind of girl who could make you cry, even though you'd never admit it. The kind of girl who makes you want to go out and do something special, something that means everything to the both of you. The kind of girl you van have silly fights with, then kiss and make up and hold her in your arms like you're falling in love all over again. I hope you make memories with her you never forget. I hope she's your world and what you  have with her is nothing less than perfection. And i hope that one day, you lose her. I hope you mess up and as hard as you try to keep her there with you, she slips through the cracks of your broken heart. I hope it destroys you because you realize you've lost the person you once called your everything. I hope you see every moment you spent together spin away down the drain like it was waiting to happen. I hope you stay up at night because she's on your mind and when you fall asleep, she haunts your dreams. I hope her beautiful smile stays pressed in your mind like a scar that won't fade away, i hope you realize that you're a new person because of her, i hope your new self feels incomplete her adn you miss the old you. The one that was okay with being alone because you'd rather be the heart breaker than the heartbroken.