This is the problem with getting attached to someone. When they leave you, you just feel lost.

Do you ever look at yourself and wonder
how you became who you are? Do you
ever wonder what it was that broke you?
Do you wonder how you went from happy
and normal to desperately sad? Do you
wonder if anyone will ever love you? Do you
worry that you'll never let anyone love you?
Are you teffified of the future and concerned
you don't belong in it? Do you hate yourself
for feeling this way but can't do a thing to stop
it? Would you give anything to disappear from
time to time? Does anybody know how you feel?